Hello all, today i decided i am a good person, if only a little bit. Ive been told by all for a great time that im not, and that im a dumb kid, even though ive been through do much. When my father died, i went into downward spiralmode. But i Picked Myself Back Up! I have tried very hard and with myself dragged my mother out of sorrow, and made my big sister happy again. My mother is now to be married this June on the tenth, and i will be the Brides maid. My sister now Hsa a Job and lives at her own place, and im going back to live with mom, until i leave and go to college. I may be young But i want whats best for myself and the ones around me. I havent Cut in more then a year either!!! yay! I will be a different person, i can see this, i feel hope and know its true, now maybe ill look more into religions, i was raised to be wiccian, but hey im curious! Im Okay!!!
Ive made myself anew, but most do not see this who. I am the girl that blends in, invisable as a lost kid. this may not sound right, and i might not be hood, but i love this new me, the bad and the good. Ive had my love and lost it to you, but now ill get it with a vengence, the molment to scream BOO! I may have changed but it was for the better, now im just me only alot lighter.